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17 January 2010 @ 12:48 am
UGH, REALLY BAD TOSHI NEWS  
http://www.nikkansports.com/entertainment/news/p-et-tp0-20100117-586486.html

Need translation pronto. Looks like all of us who were cheering him on leaving one nasty cult..... didn't notice that he did so to join another.

FUCKING SCIENTOLOGY.
 
 
 
「雫羅」 dara: Be Prepared -- P4sashwizzled on January 17th, 2010 11:27 am (UTC)
I'll take this. Will be a few hours as I have to show up at work. :|
seth0et0holth on January 17th, 2010 11:44 am (UTC)
Thanks. Oh and can you do this one too, from Toshi's mixi???


http://mixi.jp/view_diary.pl?id=1391136515...ner_id=22035353

皆様へ
 先日、一部マスコミにおいて離婚報道がありましたが、そのことも含めて、この12年間について私の感じたままに正直にお伝えしたいと思います。


1、これまでの12年間について
1998年よりこれまで12年間活動してきましたが、その間、実質上所属してきた株式会社ホームオブハート、株式会社ヒーリングワールド(ホームオブハートと実質同じスタッフの一連の会社)に私の活動のすべての売り上げのお金が渡っていました。
これまで、非常に過密なスケジュールの中で、一日も休むことなく働き続けてきましたが、仕事上のごくわずかな必要経費以外、コンサートのギャラも給与も生活費もXJAPANからの収入も含め、すべてのお金が私には一切与えられていませんでした。
働いた多額のお金は今日にいたるまですべて持っていかれてしまいました。
実際の生活費は、私の友人、知人に個人的に援助を受けて生活してきました。
今回、病に倒れたときですら、知人に援助を受けるすべしかなかったのです。

2、株式会社トシオフィスについて
私が代表者である(株)トシオフィスも、実質的には(株)ホームオブハートの経営の中にあり、私には経営や経理を含めた権利はなにも与えられていませんでした。
毎日働いたお金のすべてを、守谷香氏(妻)や(株)ホームオブハートや(株)ヒーリングワールドに渡していたにもかかわらず、詳細のわからない間に、私自身に莫大な税金と借金が課せられました。
これまで私は(株)ホームオブハートのために無償で働くただの従業員に過ぎなかったのです。



上記のようなつらい生活を続けてきたのは、12年前に心病んでいた私が、プロデューサーのMASAYA氏や守谷香氏(妻)に出会い、「救われた」となぜか思い込み続けてしまったからです。


これらのことについて、これまで長い間本当に悩み続け、心身ともに疲れ果ててしまいました。

3、守谷香氏(妻)のこと
10年前から、実質的には夫婦ではありませんでした。
仕事場でごくたまに会う以外、守谷香氏(妻)の生活は実際のところまったく知りません。
守谷香氏は、私との家庭生活よりもMASAYA氏と共に暮らすことを選び、これまで毎日、現在に至るまで10年間、那須で生活しています。
私は、東京都港区芝にあるマンションの小さな部屋で、一人で暮らしてきました。
この度、形ばかりとなっていた守谷香氏(妻)との婚姻関係を解消するため、妻に対する離婚調停を申し立てました。
実際はそうではないのに、守谷香氏のブログで、二人で仲良く暮らしているかのような嘘の文章を掲載されたり、デュエットなどの活動を押し付けられていた、すべての偽りが精神的な極度の疲労となっていました。

4、裁判について
私自身は、那須にある(株)ホームオブハートには10年ほど前に一度だけ、那須にある(株)トシオフィスにもこの10年間で3~4回立ち寄っただけで、
(株)ホームオブハートや(株)トシオフィスでどのようなことが起きていたのか、まったくわかりませんし、裁判内容に関しての事実も知る由もありませんでした。
これまでいくつかの民事裁判が行われ、ニュースになるときにはいつもTOSHIの名前が出され、この件に巻き込まれたことを悩み、心痛んでいました。

5、現状について
私はこのような現状の中で、やむを得ず自己破産の申立をし、破産宣告を受けました。
現在進行中の破産手続において、私にはわからなかった、(株)ホームオブハート、(株)ヒーリングワールド、(株)トシオフィスに関する一連の、
私にとって不透明な金銭や経理が明らかにされることになると思います。私としては、国の機関による真実の解明にすべてを委ね、誠実に協力したいと思います。

これまで長年にわたってだまされていたことからやっと目が覚めた気持ちです。

以上のような真実について、長い間本当のことを話せずにいたこと、また押し付けられていた毎日長時間にわたる過酷な労働が、
心身ともに苦痛となり、積もり積もって今回の病気になってしまいました。


これまでの言動やブログの文章等で、仕事のためやむを得ず、自分の意思とは反して偽りを伝えたことも皆様にお詫びいたします。



今まで44年間生きてきた中で、この2か月半の間が一生分以上に大きな時間でした。
この間じっくり考え抜き、本当に大切なものがなんなのかを知り、ここで人生の再出発をしようと決意しました。
この思いを生涯忘れることなく、これからはささやかでも、嘘のない自分の生活を送っていきたいと思います。
これまで私を応援し支えて下さった皆様、本当にありがとうございました。
これからのTOSHIをどうか見てください。

                      2010年1月17日 TOSHI 
「雫羅」 dara: 3Way -- KxMxTsashwizzled on January 17th, 2010 08:26 pm (UTC)
Everyone,

The other day, news broke in the media about my divorce. However, I would like to tell you myself, honestly, about these past twelve years.

1. The twelve year period up to now
I have been active as a performer for the past twelve years, but for that whole time I have been giving my earnings from those activities to the company Home of Heart (along with Healing World, a company with essentially all the same staff as Home of Heart).
Up to now, in my incredibly busy schedule, I have continued working without a day's rest, but asides from a small amount for necessary expenses, nothing else has been given to me - not my fees for concerts, living expenses or revenue from X JAPAN.
Of all the money I've made from working right up to today, they've taken all of it.
The money for my living expenses was provided to my by my friends and acquaintances - that's the live I came to live.
Even when I fell ill, I had nothing but that which was given to me by people I know.

2. The company Toshi Office
The company which I am the representative of, Toshi Office, was also substantially controlled by Home of Heart, and I had very little rights to the management or accounting of the company. In spite of all of my money going to Moritani Kaori, Home of Heart and Healing World, although I knew nothing of the particulars, it was I myself who was incurring the massive taxes and debt. Although I've worked for Home of Heart free of charge up until now, I was nothing more than an employee to them.

For all of the above reasons, my life continued to be miserable. But when, heartsick, I met producer MASAYA and Moritani Kaori (my wife) twelve years ago, I thought I had been saved, and continued to think it.

I have been truly suffering from this for a long time now, and my mind and body have become tired out.

3. Moritani Kaori (my wife)
As of ten years ago, we were essentially no longer man and wife.
Aside from those brief occasions we met at work, I know practically nothing about her life.
Instead of a domestic life with me, she chose to live with MASAYA, and right up until now for ten years has been living in Nasu.
I came to live alone in the small room of my apartment in Shibazaki, Minato-ku, Tokyo.
And now, purely as a token, I have filed for divorce from Moritani Kaori.
Even though it was not the case, Moritani Kaori has in her blog published lies saying that we are living together as a happy couple, and the duets we have done were forced on me - and all of these lies have brought on a heavy mental fatigue.

4. The Trials
I myself have, in up to ten years, only visited Home of Heart in Nasu once, and Toshi Office (also in Nasu) only three or four times in that period. Because of that, I did not know what sorts of things were going on with Home of Heart and Toshi Office, and thus I know nothing about the trials.
Up to now, several civil cases have gone on, and when they have been in the news, the name of TOSHI is always brought out, and because of this involvement I have been brought to even more worry and distress.
「雫羅」 dara: >:D -- Dantesashwizzled on January 17th, 2010 08:26 pm (UTC)

5. My Condition Right Now
Because of all of the above, I have inevitably had to apply for bankruptcy, and adjudication is going on for this.
With the formalities of the bankruptcy going on, the finances and management of Home of Heart, Healing World and Toshi Office, which I had no idea of, have now become clear to me, I think.
As for me, I am entrusting myself to the legal system of my country, and want to cooperate with them fully.

I feel that I have finally opened my eyes to many years of deceit.

Furthermore, the strain put upon me by the hard work of being unable to tell tell the truth, and of being pressured every day, has led to the pain piling and piling up in my body and mind, leading to my current sickness.

Everything I've written in my blog and everywhere else up to now, all the lies contrary to my own thoughts I have written against my will because of this work - I apologise to you all for them.

Of my forty-four years, this past two and a half months has seemed like the longest time of my life.
I have been thinking about it for a while, and I know what is really precious to me. I have decided to make a fresh start of my life.
I won't forget these thoughts, and although my life from now may be meagre, I want to live it without lies.
To everyone who has helped and supported me up to now, thank you so very much.
Please watch me become the TOSHI I will be from now on.

17/1/2010 TOSHI


Nasu is in the Tochigi Prefecture, not far north of Tokyo
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「雫羅」 darasashwizzled on January 18th, 2010 12:38 am (UTC)
YES. YES, I DID. XDD It got posted while I was in the middle of doing this. You have no idea the RAGE that ensued when I realised it was for nothing, let me tell you.

Aw, thank you. :3
seth0et0holth on January 18th, 2010 12:44 am (UTC)
and thank you <3 I was in bed (yay colds) or I would have tried to jump in with it :(
「雫羅」 darasashwizzled on January 18th, 2010 12:45 am (UTC)
No problem at all. :3 It's great practise anyway, so. o/

Feel better, okay?
seth0et0holth on January 18th, 2010 12:57 am (UTC)
<3 Thanks. And thanks for an alternate public translation to PanthereNoire's. Ugh.
「雫羅」 darasashwizzled on January 18th, 2010 01:01 am (UTC)
No prob, ahaha. Mine also comes without the big red 'do not repost without credit' sign. >_>
seth0et0holth on January 18th, 2010 01:13 am (UTC)
Panthere is as famous for that sign as 80s Japanese bars were for NO YOSHIKI signs ;)
「雫羅」 darasashwizzled on January 18th, 2010 01:19 am (UTC)
That's rather odd, I have to say. XD
「雫羅」 dara: *stares* -- House & Wilsonsashwizzled on January 17th, 2010 07:16 pm (UTC)
TOSHI leaves his seminar group and his wife

X JAPAN vocalist TOSHI (44), has not only decided to divorce his wife, Kaori (40), but has also made the decision to say farewell to the self-improvement seminar, Home Of Heart (along with its leader, Kurabuchi Tooru (52), better known as MASAYA), which he has been attending since 1997, it emerged on the 16th. He had been set to do a mini live during the currently running stage play 'Friendship', which is connected to MASAYA, but pulled out due to health-related reasons. However, since at that time he was in Hollywood shooting a music video for X JAPAN, the fact of the split has become further substantiated.

Furthermore, it has become clear that TOSHI has begun involvement with a separate religious group. He has already appeared on the radio programme of a Tokyo organisation considered to have deep connections with this religious group. Furthermore, in October last year, he performed at a concert sponsored by this same group. There are also sources who have stated that TOSHI's interactions with this group are the underlying cause of the split.

The lawyer currently providing assistance to the victims of the Home of Heart problem, Kiyou Masaki, has said, 'TOSHI's relationship with his wife and MASAYA has reached the point of sepration. For that reason, TOSHI has come to take on the point of a view of a victim, and I want to help him find the best course of action from here'.



Yeah, it was vague about the group, but I suppose anyone who knows what organisation was funding one of his concerts in October would know?

I'll get on the Mixi post for you now.


Edited at 2010-01-17 07:18 pm (UTC)
seth0et0holth on January 17th, 2010 08:20 pm (UTC)
They're funded by Scientology. I'm hoping he's not getting into that shit.
「雫羅」 darasashwizzled on January 17th, 2010 08:28 pm (UTC)
Oh, lord. That's not exactly a great substitute for what the blog entry you gave me was talking about. It may actually be worse. :|
seth0et0holth on January 17th, 2010 10:26 pm (UTC)
Ugh yeah. Hopefully that's just a rumor.... and hopefully Toshi can get a good therapist soon. If anyone ever *needed* a psychiatrist very badly...
seth0et0holth on January 18th, 2010 01:14 am (UTC)
Scientology rumor seems to be BS by the way.
「雫羅」 darasashwizzled on January 18th, 2010 01:19 am (UTC)
Oho, that's great, then. o/
seth0et0holth on January 18th, 2010 01:52 am (UTC)
\o

Yeah. Apparently the $cilon contacts with him were just the usual "probe at someone vulnerable/a celebrity" shit. Here's hoping everyone around him + the mental help he's getting now will protect him from them.